This is the first time I’m sharing and it kinda feels like I’m talking to millions of friends that I don’t have.

I’m married and have an almost eighteen month old. Things are rocky. I’m financially well off. I have a home and I’m extremely happy with my baby, but my heart sunk seeing “positive” on the test.

I live with grief and regret every day for what I did. But deep down, I know this was the right call. Who knows where I’ll be in a year or ten, or what I’ll think then but for now, this was the right choice for my body, my mind, my sanity, my soul…the right choice for me!

You’re not alone.