For me, my first abortion was an easy decision, and my mind was made up instantly. The second one, not so much. The hardest part was having no support from my partner, and going through this alone. I’ve come to realise that ending these pregnancies and also the relationship was for the best, we were not meant to be and neither of us were ready for a child. Time is the best healer and you will survive this. It will get better. Please believe.