He said, “You’re in my five year plan, but a child is not” I believed it, and I believed we were going to grow as a couple. Of course it didn’t, being pregnant for the short amount of time showed me he wasn’t capable of sticking around regardless if I kept the child or not. Making the final decision tore me to pieces, the day of runs through my head like a movie. I hate thinking about it the “what if’s” ’cause let me tell you, there are thousands. After the one year anniversary of the initial day I had the abortion, something inside me told me I needed to start bettering myself in order to give my future child everything and more. To this day I will never forget the pain and heart break I felt, but I will also never forget why I made the decision that I did.
You are loved little one, I promise one day I will make it up to you.
