I trust that my intuition/body was telling me to have an abortion, and I still sometimes feel shame about it, which comes from the beliefs I was indoctrinated with growing up.
Reminding myself that it felt like the right decision to get an abortion is what gets me through these periods of shame & guilt: that I took life away, or that my decision goes against my belief to preserve life at all cost.
My logic brain says I went against my morals, but my intuitive heart says that even though it doesn’t make sense, it was the right decision.
I don’t even think about it that often, but lately I have been for whatever reason, and noticing there’s stuff to work through, so here I am sharing my process.
