I’ve been avoiding yoga
Because I’ve been avoiding thinking of you
And that’s what yoga eventually
forces me to do
I couldn’t be your home
How does that make me feel
But today I saw visions of your energy being released back into the everything
Of the universe
And I felt a sense of relief
And forgiveness
From myself to myself
And from the universe towards me
I gave my gratitude
And thanked the universe for looking after you
And I saw your energy being distributed back into the greatness of everything
And I feel sad and I feel low but I know
I need to keep visiting these thoughts
To heal
To not feel so guilty and sick to my stomach
To not feel so broken and lost and numb
I need to keep forcing myself to feel
To feel how I feel
To keep trying to see if I finally feel healed
But how much longer must I endure this?
Please, please I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do, when it’s my own mind that is so cruel.
@ObserveFeelBe
