I‘m 25 and I was sure this would never happen to me. But it did and it was the hardest decision I had to face in my life so far. But I made it, actually I think it made me stronger. Although I feel like I am carrying a secret with me, I am too scared to talk about, because of my fear of being judged. It’s been two weeks now since the abortion, but it feels like an entire lifetime and like the world stood still at the same time. My heart aches but I am so relieved.
I feel like the world is such a crazy place at the moment and I don’t know if I want to put a baby into it, with everything so uncertain. But at the same time I would love to be Mama and oh, I would so love for my boyfriend to be a Papa. But not now, this is not our time.
I‘m curious about me and my mind and my feelings in 2 weeks and 2 months and 2 years from now.
What ever part of the abortion you are in, you can do it. All the things you are feeling and scared of will pass. And everything gets better with time.
