I already had two kids as a young mom. Still living with my mom and not ready for a third. My youngest wasn’t even one yet when I tested positive.Right away, I knew I wouldn’t be able to keep it.
But I was raised in Catholics schools, pro life. That’s why I had my first two kids even though I was 18 and 20. It’s been tough. Some days I’m so relieved that I had my abortion and some days I look at my kids and feel guilty. I had them so why couldn’t I just have this baby too.
The only person who knows is my husband/kids father.I haven’t even told my best friend that I’ve known since I was two.
