I have polycystic ovarian syndrome and I had 6 first trimester losses. I went on birth control to “reset” my cycle and became pregnant within the cycle of coming off. I had the worst perinatal anxiety and lacked support, drastically affecting my quality of life. I wanted a baby, especially after 6 losses. But I didn’t want a baby feeling the way I felt. I chose to have an abortion and I’m so grateful I had that choice.