4 weeks after the man I love discarded me I found out I was 7 weeks pregnant.

I was in complete shock and was not expecting it. I’ve never been the type of woman that longed to be a mother. I never thought my life would be fulfilled by being pregnant or raising a child.

But, like all people, I had doubts… I was 35, financially stable, owned my own house, travel the world. And I thought that maybe this was just the natural next step….

But one thing came to my mind… That this was not the right time or place or man.

If I was ever raise a child I would want it to be for the right reasons and not for the fears of ‘what if’.