My boyfriend was happy about my pregnancy. But I knew I don’t want to be a mother yet. When I told him that I am going to have an abortion, he demonized me and made me feel like an I’m a bad person.

Sine my country doesn’t have an abortion pill, I had a surgical abortion. A few weeks later, I found out that he knew that there is a possibility that I could be pregnant and didn’t tell me.

Sometimes I wonder if it was a girl or boy, what it could be if I didn’t make that choice. But there is no moment that I regret my decision.