I had two abortions in the 80’s one year apart.  I was using birth control, condoms and foam, but got pregnant anyway.  I knew I didn’t want children and didn’t feel conflicted about my choice.  With the second one I did a small ceremony the night before that allowed me to feel guilt free for the termination.  After I found a partner with a vasectomy things improved until I was menopausal.  I feel good about my choice, pregnancy and motherhood are not for me.