I loved feeling him as part of me
So here’s my little timeline of my baby boy. He was donor conceived on the 27th or 28th of June, a much wanted addition to our single parent single daughter family. Although I had a good feeling the pregnancy test confirmed a positive on the 12th July.
The positivity was short lived when my NIPT test results came back on the 5th September. The ultrasound picture was from the following day when I already knew I was unlikely to ever meet him. That unlikelihood became a certainty when the results from my CVS on the 18th came back on the 20th with confirmation with what I had seen.
On the 28th the excitement of his short existence ended. I know it was the only decision I could make but today there are tears for the son I will never meet.
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