We had only been dating 3 months when I found out I was pregnant. I was still in college, broke, wouldn’t have a good household for this child to grow up in. Choosing to have an abortion was the hardest decision I’ve ever had to make. It took me over a year to stop crying and feeling guilty about it. We ended up getting married 3 years later, and once again I found myself pregnant. We had a home, jobs, but…we didn’t want children yet. So once again I had an abortion. This time I was better educated and didn’t feel guilty over it.