I read about a woman
Who had her face
Torn off by a bear

 

And after an emergency
Surgery decided against
Cosmetic work

 

She said “I want
To be able to look at
Young girls and say,

 

I have these scars
AND I’m still beautifully me.”
It reminded me

 

Of the morning after
The abortion
I felt so empty

 

But it had happened
And it wasn’t going to
Just change back

 

I went through that
And I’m still
Autonomous

 

Still grateful
Still loving
Still hopeful

 

Still want motherhood.
I went through that
AND I am still beautifully me.