It will be okay

I had just turned 22 years old. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life, I still, months later have no idea what to do with my life, but it’s okay. I panicked. My first thought was “I can’t even take care of myself”. I felt so scared and alone, but thanks to my boyfriend and my best friend, I knew I wasn’t. It was hard. It was scary and painful, physically and emotionally. But I wasn’t about to put a life in danger because of my own selfish ways. Everyday I work harder in school, at work, in life, so when I am ready, I can give my all to that new born soul.