i just got my abortion last month.. I feel so empty inside.. I really want to keep you.. but I know I can’t..

I’m not ready for it. Me and your dad broke up before I knew I had you.. and I know I’m too messed up until now. I can’t keep you. I’m too weak. And I don’t want to raise you while i’m like this.

I thought about it a lot before I did it. It was hard for me to let you go. But I know it will be so much harder for you if I keep you.

If I became okay in the future and you came back to me I promise I’ll cherish you. I will give you all the love that I can give.

But not right now. I’m sorry…