I’m 23 and I’ve had 3 abortions already

I had the first one on sept 22, 2018 (21 yrs old), the second on feb 2019 (22 yrs old) and the last one on oct 2019 (23 yrs old). They were at 8, 5 and 4 weeks respectively; all of them using Cytotec (misoprostol). It’s illegal in my country to do this and had to buy them under the radar at a super expensive price but I could not be happier with my choice. I admit me and my bf have been irresponsible sexually but I’d rather be called that than have a kid that I will absolutely not want. It angers me to see abandoned or abused kids that could have been prevented if abortions were legal. It sucks to live in a 3rd world conservative af country but this movement gives me peace. I regret nothing.