I thought I was vigilant enough

I don’t know how I feel, I am numb with the whole situation. I had my first born when in was 16 back in 2016. It wasn’t an easy journey but I pulled through. Again in my final year in Uni I gave birth to.a baby boy. Well I’ve always wished to have a baby boy but the father wasn’t supportive at all rather he started to hate me so much such that if one didn’t know they would think we were strangers. There after I made a decision that I would never get pregnant again not unless I get married. When I thought I was smart enough this year in March I went to get an implant. I don’t know what happened but I found out I was pregnant a month later. When I did the pregnancy tests they came back positive but I could feel the body changes. I didn’t have money I bought pills from a local seller. They assisted me with no complications but I am still numb about the whole situation. I was.three months.