I knew I had to do it but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t hard for me to deal with.

I had an abortion late 2023. In my experience, I knew it was the only option right for me and my family. I knew I had to do it but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t hard for me to deal with.

Although I was very clear with why I needed it, I still had to deal with all the emotions. I have two wonderful children they are incredible, but I have also had eight miscarriages so they are my rainbow babies. On my last pregnancy, I developed Obstetric Cholestasis and honestly, it was horrible. I felt like I wanted to claw my skin off. I was high risk anyway due to endometriosis and hypothyroidism.

I knew having another baby would put so much stress on me, my body, and my family. So I had an abortion and it was the best decision I made. Yes, it was hard for me and I do still feel sad but I 100% do not regret it.