I had my 2nd abortion in 3 years. He claimed he had a vasectomy. That was a lie. I was NOT supposed to get pregnant again until I found the right person. Now I wonder if I’ll ever get pregnant again. I want to experience motherhood, but I don’t want to do it alone. I shouldn’t have to do it alone,  so I chose not to. But now I’m constantly battling with if I made the “right” choice or did I take the “easy” way out. It feels like a little of both.

I promise to the best mother to my child, when the time comes.