I got pregnant when I was 17

I was 17 when I became pregnant, and had an abortion.I’m now 18 and still struggling to come to terms that it actually happened. My relationship fell apart with the one person who knew how I felt, so more often than not I feel like I have nobody to really understand me. I’m currently getting online therapy to deal with my thoughts about the abortion. A lot of people usually write these years after their abortion, mine is only a few months later. Because I know that in a few years from now, I will be happy, healthy, and will have a baby on my terms, in my way.