If you’d have asked me a few weeks prior if I wanted a baby then I’d have told you there’s absolutely no way! But I can’t tell you how I felt when those two lines came up on the test, it was like my whole life changed and I felt so instantly attached.
I’ve always wanted to be a mum, I’ve dreamed of it since I was little but I knew I wasn’t in a position to give this child the quality of life it deserved. I was also subject to a sexual assault attack and as much as I wanted to give this a chance it wasn’t the circumstances I wanted.
I was almost 10 weeks and It broke my heart all I kept thinking was how this was meant to be the happiest time of my life and I was meant to feel excited and I just felt sad.
I’m hoping there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and I know this journey is a process.
