I can wait

When I saw the (3) positive pregnancy tests, a wave of shock and fear crept over me. I’m in a loving, supportive relationship. We have a good home and are financially stable. But this still isn’t the time. I felt so much guilt as my partner and I both knew an abortion was the best decision. The doubt set in – we want this in a few years, shouldn’t we just accept that this is happening now? There are so many people how have difficulty trying to conceive, and so many children born into broken homes. Reading stories of others in a similar boat helped me realize that it was not selfish of me to make this decision, but rather just insuring that I am in the best place mentally when I am finally ready to have children. I can’t wait to have kids with my amazing parter…well, maybe I can.