Hardest things I ever did giving up a 9 week old fetus!!!  But I knew it was the right thing. I believe my daughter will wait for me. And is waiting patiently. But either way, I want a child of mine to be born into a life better than what I had to go through. As the mother, I sincerely feel that’s still my responsibility!!!  Of course life will always strive to come into creation; it’s what it does.  However, as the mother I get to decide if it will be so, for I protect such a darling at all costs. I believe and have faith in what will be best can be what comes into being.