I had an abortion at 33 and I don’t regret it , I am happily married,  financially comfortable and past 30,  a woman like me having an abortion  is unacceptable by the society,  but I am not ready to have a kid, having a kid is a huge physical and emotional investment and I will have a kid if and when I am ready, I do not want my child to feel unwanted, I was wrecked by pain when I had the abortion but am getting better one day at a time.