I was only 19 when I met you… a beautiful little organism growing in me. I was only 19 when I had to say goodbye to you. It was a cloudy day when we went into the office. The doctors reassured me that everything would be okay. There was regret when I had my abortion . The grief and pain haunted me. But in the end it made me appreciate life. It is short and can be painful, but regret for something that needed to happen doesnt have to rule my existence.At the time my life was in shambles and I was in a very tumultuous relationship I did what was right.