Gonna have my 3rd abortion

My first and second abortion were between the ages of 19 and 20 with the same guy. I wasn’t ready financially, emotionally, I was immature as hell. I’m 24 and pregnant, I was happy at first then everything turned to shit. I got kicked out, lost my job because I had nowhere to go, broke. Realizing how immature my baby’s father is and how he’s not ready whatsoever. I’m just in a slump and really wrote this to get it off my chest. So now I’m about to have my 3rd abortion, I’m out of options I don’t know what else to do. No one to really talk to. I read some other stories in here and they helped me find comfort in my decision, realizing its my choice. So thank you for that.