I had an abortion one year ago today, and I don’t feel as bad as I thought I would. I wonder what it would be like if I had continued the pregnancy and given birth, and it makes me cry because I grew up thinking I would never ever ever have an abortion. I made the decision out of love for my girlfriend, my potential baby, and myself, and I would make the decision again in a heartbeat. If I’m gonna have a baby, it’s gonna be when I’m not struggling to survive every day.