All you deserve

I’m 24 and it was a complete shock. Nobody understands unless your in that position. When I read the results I said no no no no not now. I make money but not enough. I have a home but it’s just a room at my mom’s. My childhood was far from perfect and my mom gave her all. I always thought when it’s my turn I’ll make sure I’m in the position to do the same…..I wasn’t. We were in love but love doesn’t raise a baby with benefits and stability. Life is so cruel. It was yesterday I let you go back into the universe come back to me when we are ready so I can give you my all. All you deserve.