Sadness, regret and guilt
Are feelings that have quickly built
After losing my tiny baby.
It was a shock when I saw that positive sign
But I knew that now is not our time.
In that moment when our stars aligned
I was thankful for the hope you had left behind.
I wasn’t ready to welcome you
Into a world, I myself, hardly knew.
Being 19, I am still finding who I am
But I’m still going to love you, anyway that I can.
Saying goodbye to you
Is the hardest thing I’ll ever do
Because I know I’ll never get to hold you
Like I’ve always wanted to.
You have now become my angel
Forever watching over me.
Although I’m still young and free,
I’m thankful for the mother you let me be
Xx
