I had two abortions

unfortunately, i had to get scraped twice. a clump of cells was removed from my body each time. then i felt normal again. no second thoughts, no guilt, no anguish. i had felt like a host from the Alien movies, forced to carry an unwanted package that was screwing with my insides. pregnancy literally made me sick; i hated it.  i don’t know where i’d be without the opportunity of abortion, but it wouldn’t be pretty.    i’ve never wanted children, never wanted to be a parent.  it’s not my style.  thank goodness i was able to use Planned Parenthood to save my life …