The thing about my story is that this wasn’t a difficult decision for me. I googled abortion clinics before even taking the pregnancy test just in case. Now I’m laying on my bed wondering if I’m healing properly.. do I have an infection? When will MY body feel like MY body again.

I’m not broke, my partner loves me, it was made out of our love for each other. There was no reason other than I am not ready for this. Other than, I am not happy about this. Other than, I should have prevented this & these were enough for me not to go through with it.

I usually work against my gut feeling and I’ve been practicing embracing my gut more & this is what I did here. I went with my gut. It’s over and done with

When do I return to normal?