It breaks my heart that I love you so much. You deserve a  better moment, when I smile if i think of you.  I am  stroking my belly while I feel you in it and promise you the next time I will give you the chance of being born in a beautiful world. Where my life is ready for you. Where my only thought is not just abortion, while I am staring on the two lines. Where I am ready to see your face and look in your eyes. You will be always a part of me. I am missing you, forgive me. It breaks my heart that I am not able to have you.