I have always been pro choice. my partner and I of almost three years had discussed if I happen to get pregnant unplanned I’dd get an abortion. Easier said than done right? Maybe, but it wasn’t for me when I got the positive pregnancy test four days after my 21st birthday. I love my boyfriend. And I cannot wait to have his children but I knew there was so so much I wanted to do before we started having kids.
I have always wanted to be able to give my children everything I didn’t have and I am not in a position to do so yet. Although I knew what I wanted to do it was really hard to being myself to actually do it. The little cells growing inside me were half of the love of my life. I took my first pill may 27, the following weekend was very hard on me emotionally. I am very lucky to have the support I did, although I still felt alone and still do from time to time. This last week and a half have been a lot better. I was starting to feel more like myself especially after my follow up appointment and not having to deal with nausea 24/7. Today’s been a little harder for some reason but I know it was the right choice for me and I am excited for my future.
