3 Abortions…

by Anonymous

November 13, 2020

I met whom I thought was the “love of my life” at 13. He was 17. I got pregnant and my mom found out and took me to get an abortion I was very young and scared but knew deep down I wanted that baby. For weeks straight after the abortion I heard a baby cry. Time went on I was still with the “love of my life”. I got pregnant again at 15 and was scared my mom would do the same thing and I made the choice to have an abortion myself. At 17 I became pregnant and we were very happy and decided to keep the baby. Weeks later I got very sick. I couldn’t keep food nor water down. It was constant throwing up all days for two weeks straight. I went to a small clinic and they couldn’t help me. I didn’t go to a hospital since I didn’t have insurance. We finally made the choice to get another abortion. That was the last one I had. I feel like the worst person in the world not 1, not 2 but 3 babies. My heart has been broken since. I feel like I can’t have kids due to those abortions. I’m 25 now. I haven’t tried to get pregnant but I feel deep down like I don’t deserve to be a mother. Thank you for all your stories makes me feel somewhat better but not fully because of the number of abortions.

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